I'm so sad

I'm currently employed but still looking for other work that will make happy. I am not happy I don't know why. I have a lots of problems that I cannot share to anyone even with my friends, friends, I mean anyone. I don't know what to do. I feel to lonely. Everytime I hear the song "Wherever you are by SouthBorder", it makes me more sad.

I miss my Angel. I miss everything about her. I miss her voice, her laughter... i want to be with her. I know that's impossible. I have to wait for her to finish her studies for about 5 to 6yrs to be with her. I know I can do it. Just the feeling that I miss her so much makes me very very sad.

I want to get very busy with work. The work that I know that I have a future. I want to earn more. I know that's everybodies dream to earn more. I want it too.

My Month

AUGUST

1. Loves to joke
2. Attractive
3. Suave and caring
4. Brave and fearless
5. Firm and has leadership qualities
6. Knows how to console others
7. Too generous and egoistic
8. Taked high pride of oneself
9. Thirsty for praises
10. Extraodinary spirit
11. Easily angered
12. Angry when provoked
13. Easily jealous
14. Observant
15. Careful and cautious
16. Thinks quickly
17. Independent thoughts
18. Loves to lead and to be led
19. Loves to dream
20. Talented in the arts, music and defence
21. Sensitive but not petty
22. Poor resistance against illnesses
23. Learns to relax
24. Hasty and rushy
25. Romantic
26. Loving and caring
27. Loves to make friends